The Last Laugh (poem by Thomas Keating)

Below is a poem written by Father Thomas Keating who was a significant voice in the Centering/Contemplative Prayer movement until his death in 2018. In the last years of life, he wrote several poems that expressed what he was experiencing with God. Articulation was beyond the ability of prose so he wrote poems … in Ephesians 3, the Apostle Paul prays that we would experience the love of God that is beyond words … I’m guessing that is why poetry was the only option for Father Keating.
I watch the seductive dance of everyday life
But the desire to join has ceased.
Two crucial questions arise:
Where are you?
Who are you?
Nowhere is my destination
And no one is my identity
My daily bread is powerlessness
Temptations can be overwhelming
God is every hope of help
And if this opens up within me
I am falling, falling
Plunging into nonexistence
Is this annihilation?
Or is it the path to the silent love that we are?
As the false self disappears
The true self is born
Thus the dance of human nature with That Which Is
Takes on a wholly new perspective
And those who partake in it
Are overwhelmed with laughter
Too deep to be heard.
So beautiful! How blessed was he to come to this reality. May we all reach that point in our journey